Mommyhood...

Today I went to the Doctor for a pre-natal visit. It was so exciting to hear my babies heart and to have the doctor tell me my baby sounds healthy and strong. I haven't met my little bundle yet but I already love him/her more then words can tell. How anyone can say that my baby or any baby Isnt a REAL baby till some point is ABSOLUTLY crazy. From the moment my baby was conceived He/she was exactly that... A sweet, precious baby.. A gift from GOD. And now I am preparing myself to be the best mother I can possibly be. Yes, preparing physically and thinking about what kind of a mother I'll be.. But most of all of the many ways I want to introduce my baby to the things of God. From a young age I want to always read him/her the bible, sing them good christian songs, and tell them how much God loves them. I will never pressure my child to pray a prayer to get saved.. I want my little child, whenver the time comes, to come to that decision because of God's conviction, not mine. My little girls will dress modestly and I will teach them to be young ladies for God. My little boys will learn to be gentlemen and be Boys! Not some sissy little boy. I look forward to them playing in dirt and being boys through and through.. I want my children ttill the appropriate age to think that anyone of t he opposite sex has cooties. It's crazy these little children having all these crushes and nonsense.. It's not meant to be that way that young! They aren't capable of understanding all of that nor should they. All in all I'm excited about becoming a mother and  having the opportunity to raise my children for God. The best thing is that I have a loving husband who is a wonderful leader in our home and who will be an awesome daddy! I want our marriege to  be strong and based on God and  his word . God is the center and when we draw closer to hi m He brings US closer together because of it.

A Lot Has Happened

The love of my life, Mark.

Well, all in the time span of 10 months my live completly changed. In april I started courting my now husband, my mother died, I had surgery for the first time, and my family moved from a house we had lived in for 14 years of my life. Then in july the man in my life Asked me to marry him. And that day was topped when i actually married him on October 8th, 2010. And now in march 2011 I am 3 months pregnant! CRAZY! I never thought that all of these things would happen to me in such a short time.. But now that it's all happened I wouldn't change it. If the baby is a boy we will name him Elisha james, and if the baby's a girl her name will be Annalise Traecey. Traecey was my mother's name. I really wanted her first name to be Traecey but I can't imagine calling out that name to my little girl all the time. It would remind me of my mom to much.

The First picture of My little baby.